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| As usual, nothing new, its another year since I practically last logged on and put something on here. Hope everybody had a good holiday season so far, and the new years coming in, being safe and around ur loved ones. Well, other than that, just been goin to school and work, and pretty much just being a everyday average joe, so holla atcha boi when some words of wisdom hit, becuz I want something new. LATA | | |
| Man..... where do I start......... I'm sorry to those who read and only keep in touch by xanga... its been something like a year or so, and I some of you, at one point or another were the confidable. Nowadays, I keep it all to myself, and normally don't have the time to do these blogs and journals online, but I alwayz hope to let others know how I'm doing or whats going on.
I work periodically, and working on getting in shape. Still work by the airport, and looking to get back in to recreational work, working with kids, and the city... because I've been volunteering at my dads community center in chinatown(Seattle), and I also coach a basketball team there. 14-17yr old girls, that have captured my heart in helping me bring back the love for the game. My dad n I also put a team together in a separate co-ed league where we're candidates for champions, since we're blowing teams out by 20+ points, and appears the league director doesn't like us, that it appeared he had rigged our recent game w/ the referees showing favorites on the court. My love and life with basketball has been revamped, to the point I can't live without it being apart of my everyday life. On top of that love, I've been relaxed. I don't go out as much nemore, n I like being home if I get the chance. I have a special someone I miss n luv everyday, n just feels like I'm acquainted to a busy weekly schedule that I can't even afford to do or obtain things I need to see and spend time with my loved ones.
Friends... don't get me wrong, I miss and wish I could spend so much time and patience for all of you. Seems so hard that when I open up a schedule for local friends, they just don't want to compromise, even when its a special occasion. The recent and toughest occasion that hurt... was my birthday, and I guess I'll never understand others when it comes to appreciating and showing that we all have a part in each others' lives, where I stand...
I guess in all of that feeling, you have to treasure and love every moment you spend with anybody you feel has importance and significance to your life. Capture and never let go of those times, because you will always remember, and also think of the could-of-beens and the maybe-if-i-dids. This is simply called life, so remember that you should treasure what we have, not the end or beginning of our lives, but just now is maybe a lil later is good.
All of these pictures are some memories of the past year or so, where I've been, who I've been with, friends that come and go, but always remain a friend. Their smiles and their presence' have always been a pleasure to be around, and I hope I get a chance to see you guys n gals again sooner because later is just too long.
Believe it or not, from all of these times to the point I am now... I'm active, openminded, a lil broke because of reduced hours at work, healthy in majority of aspects, a at home type, almost nonalcoholic(dedication to being fit), and just feel like such a free spirit that I need to see more smiles, and hang out w/ u all. I miss u guys n gals!
So hope to hear from some of you, god bless everyone!
JC signing off.... | | |
| Well, lets just say I haven't been here forever.
I got promoted in my new company within the past week. Only been w/ the company a few months, and never thought advancement happens that fast in any company.
Other than that, my life has slowed down cuz I dramatically have stopped going out. Just still a workaholic, and saving to move and for vacations as well.
I'm sorry to all that haven't heard or known what I've been up to in the longest time. Take care and god bless. I have a bz day today for a weekend. =P And thats no joke. | | |
| [ March 13, 2004]
As it was a slow day after work, I saw the love of my life, and we spent our time before she had to go to work, cooking and eating pasta we prepared while watching "Chobits", the anime series. Pretty cute must I add. When time came, my love and I were to part once again. Hours later this nice day outside, I picked up my homeboi David and we headed to Tyee High School to play some pick up games at the outdoor court. So I get on the court, and play, its a lil more aggressive than I expected for big slow guys against whoever on my team. 2hrs later.... I tell my love, I'll see you in a lil bit, almost done w/ basketball. Moments after that call, I was dribbling the ball down the court and going up for a layup, and this mawtha fawka decides to push me while I'm in midair into the pole. I hit the ground hard, and get up, and everybody on his team starts stupid shiet saying go home. Well in all that is fair, I said "FUCK U", "SHUT THE FUCK UP", to all them. The guy who threw me into the pole wanted to shake hands, but I brushed the guy off, for such a cheap and cruel foul. Seconds later while running down the court, as I was about 10feet away from the guy, he turned and landed three monstrous fists into my head, putting my whole body in shock, and I went straight to the ground, w/out a move. Not knowing the reason, I couldn't see anything, while I rolled up, wondering if anymore would come. Then a blurry figure walked up, kicked me while I was rolled in a ball. Then I saw another blurry figure, unfamiliar... came to kick me for fun.
Then I was left alone....give me time... all I could hear is ppl talking shiet about me while I laid there motionless, almost like a dead corpse. Then I moved slowly, getting up like I just threw up in a toilet, and all I can hear is ppl running, and holding me down. The voice of a girl calling 911 and saying "oh my god, oh my god", "he's bleeding!" Then guys saying "he got fawked up!", and other bs. At one point I gathered my energy to get everybody off me, and get to my car. I hear a familiar voice all of a sudden..."Jay, quit moving". It was my friend who came with me. Its one of the last voices I recall from that day.
Medic, Ambulance, Police. They all came. As injured as I was, all they asked was questions, when all I wanted was to be treated for my injuries. For all the pain and suffering I went through, it dealt more w/ them not attending to what I needed, than the black eyes, and bruises that were given by the strangers of the court.
Then finally... I was rushed to Valley Medical Hospital. Couldn't believe I was on a 911 call. I felt everything I was feeling, and seeing, was all like a dream. But when I felt the pain in my side, and that I couldn't see as well as I normally do, this was a dream I couldn't wake up from. For all the worst I've dealt with in the past, this turned out to be the mother of them all. For anything, I was instantly turned into a monster, with the simple touch of a fist, and a million kicks. There waiting for me, was my love, not knowing what could be of me. Not much longer, my dad arrived. For everything that I was goin through, the people that sit on my mind first thing, showed up. Seeing them, their faces showed the pain I felt with every movement I made.
Well in the dawn of this all, I felt this had to come to me sooner or later. Mentally or physically, I was going to get a good beating. Wasn't good enough. Because I'm now physically and emotionally scarred from this incident. I've lost the love for basketball, for I have no reason y, except for I was beat up for wat? Had nothing to do with the sport.
I don't know wat lies next, but remember this. Jason will not be the same. | | |
| So I've had absolutely no sleep in past few days, and I'm still working my azz off at work.  Premiere was fun last nite. Thanx for the fun ading Joisha and JonJon. I ran into so many ppl I haven't seen in so long, I realized that life is too short and you have to do your best to show ur friends what they mean to u before life starts all over. Joisha and JonJon, have been there through thick and thin and I love u both so much. Closest of buddies and the funnest to hang out w/, we need to go on a road trip or travel together.
News flash, I'm moving permanently into Kent so now I won't be driving all over the place like a mad dog. Party! Where da party at homie!?!?!
New pix that ading Joysha took of me a week or two ago. Wat ya think? | | |
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